Friday, October 16, 2009

Music=human being

12th October 2009


I don’t know why I like listen to music so much. I like listening music. I like the radio, mp3 and my laptop as well. I like any place with music. So I doubt whether I was a singer or not in my previous generation.
My hostel is just located on the lake side, where make me comfortable when I have had faced some distress because there is the place for me to release my stress by listening music. Sometimes I go there with my friends while most of the time just by myself. I like sitting on the stone chair quietly and listening to the songs sang by the mp3. With melody of the music I feel that I’m living at benign circumstances by looking marvelous star shining brightly in the sky and blowing by the wind with the secret chord. Music just like human being, it has feeling, own story and uniqueness.



One of my friends used to ask me whether I had ever observed what my plan is in future. I had answer “NO” to him directly. I had shared my personal life story with him because he is the only one person who really I feel comfortable when sharing my problem with him.
He had tried to change me to other person by forced me to speak English, learn to be self-confident and be internal locus. He had also sharing about his life story as giving me some experiences and guideline for me coloring my future. I gratefully appreciated what he had been done for me.


Sometimes I don’t like my way of dealing with things, especially about my emotion and mentality thinking. I always choose to run away from the eyes, the love, and anything else. Why I always choose to run away? Like listening sad song, we cannot change the melody, but we can choose not to listen.


However, life favors everybody and happiness is simple. Only a friendly smile, some encouraging words, some care expression from others eyes, the praise and encouragement from others, some little achievements through our effort can make life happier and more beautiful.

Mid-autumn festival with firefly

6th October 2009

Today my friends and me went to ‘Moon Fest Charity 2009’ which organized by one of the Chinese association of University at Grand Hall. I have had feel disappointed about the environment of the event, it’s really sucks than previous years. I had nearly fall to sleep by enjoying the performances there. I don’t want leave too much comments at here about the event there because it’s already past story. Lastly, l have to say thank a lot for the ‘EXCELLENT’ performances which I never ever watched in my whole life.

After the event, I walk back to hostel alone. I love the environment along the lake because a benign atmosphere which really put me into peaceful and silent night and accompany by a full, lone moon in the west above the trees. I shock up by an insert which I used to believe that you are the marvelous creature in this world because you’re lovely and shining brightly in the sky. Until tonight, I saw you second times in this year. You are not so wonderful as in my imagination, has a little bit ugly and crawling on the street. That moment, I realized that there’s a far way between reality and dream.

However, I still love you so much while watched you shining brightly at mid-night and bringing brightness to the deep dark. The feeling like you bring along with me into your fairy tale where we’re staying at NEVERTHERLAND. You are the angle of night. I put you carefully in my palm, enjoy you shining in it. The feeling was so good but you always try to get out once and twice. Finally, I let you free to gets your own happiness and journey of life…

Blue birthday浅蓝生日

7th September 2009


From:Li Qian
-Wee…. Happy birthday!!!
Sincerely wish u have a great n joyful birthday oo… 
Hehe

From:Pooh
-happy birthday to Mr.Wee ~~ Wakeke, may all ur wish come true and the lucky star always be with u~~ get older lo, so dun play too much liao~~~

From:Lee wei
-knock! Knock!
Hi .. Its me!! Just come to wish u ‘happy birthday’…

From:Yi Teng
Happy birthday…

From: Jessica
Hello… Happy birthday…

From:Hui yi
Hey happy birthday to u ya!! All the best!!

From:Yee
Guy!! Happy birthday 2 u ya… wish u al the best!! N a new start 4 another 365days!! Be happy my fren!! Hehe

From: Sun sun
Happy Birthday oo…

From:lee ping
Hey wish u happy birthday ya… may all ur dreams come true…

From: li yen
Happy birthday.. haha
Old 1 yr ady.. wish u all d best n good luck.. 
Happy birthday… have a nice dream..

From: Jaclyn
Happy Birthday 

From:Mei yen
Happy birthday to u… wish u all the best in ur studies… keep in touch ya..!!
From:Frino
Leng chai… happy birthday ar… May ur dream cum true….

From:Gavin
Happy birthday oo.. fren

From:Eric
Happy birthday bro~~~

From:Xiao bai
HpyBrha ApitDy!!

From:worm-worm(qqm junior)
Im so sleepy but stil try to open my eyes 2 say happy Birthday!! 

From:Ablena
10km….. 7 km…..2km… Rush here to wish u happy birthday!! 

From: Ah Kiam
Msg in a Bottle!! Sendin u my wish on dis special day. May u have a great Birthday full of wonderful blessing … happy birthday…

Monday, September 14, 2009

Window !!!

4/9/2009

宿室里的窗口是我看透这小小森林的世界
它是个转动的地球
我伸手想伸出手
找个温暖的手陪在我左右
谁的手能够陪我看透世界的尽头
画出我梦想的azury雪林…

我的天空!!!

12/9/2009
我的天空为何挂满湿的泪
我的天空为何总灰着脸
飘流在世界的另一边
任寂寞infringe一遍又一遍 …
划著长长的思念
等待在世界的各一边
任寂寞嬉笑一年又一年 …

为何他的天空可有悬著想的云
为何他的天空可会有冷的月
放逐在世界的另一边
任寂寞占据一夜又一夜 …

我要我的天空染上浅蓝色….

Super Duper 闷 !!!

(3/9/2009)

天空继续下着细细的雨
宿室里播着另类的旋律
Mr.闷拜访了我
它让寂寞把我吞食…
突然想喝杯酒把自己灌醉
想找个朋友说些心情故事
但不是真正快乐的他
只会珍惜和注重家乡的朋友
我却不想为难他
所以就跟寂寞做了朋友…

Monday, August 31, 2009

白天?蓝天?

13th august 2009

当在难过时,也要勇敢的流泪
而眼神超越了语言
不说出, 我却了解 …
得不到不代表会改变
谁需要谁?
白云?
蓝天 ?
依偎会有美好的画面 …
不许 承受不是真正的快乐
也不许演着独角戏
No matter how far the distance
Who are is…
依偎会有美好的画面 …

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

13..15... or 17 ... again!!!!

16th august 2009...

If you could, would you go back in time and change your past?
my freinds asked this to me after watching 17 again..
(twice ady i watching this movie with friends...)
after thinking long and hard to say "NO",
which actually suprised even me because
i thought there were several things in my past that really needed changing..
But i came to the conclusion that had i been able to change those events in my past,
i wouldn't be the person i am today and wouldn't be doing what i'm doing today..
i like the person i am today and i like what i'm doing too...

IF YOU HAVE CHANCE TO GO BACK IN TIME,
WOULD YOU CHANGE YOUR PAST??????!!!


Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Dark black nite!!!!

On 11 August 09
Yes its me!!!
After read Xiao bai msg (1.30am)
i went to bed.....
Suddently felt my body had been touched by someone...
I woke up on that time and try to identified who was the guy touched my body.....
But i was fail...
(kanasai!! Please la.... if want touch my body, ask for the permission 1st!!!)
On that moment, i didnt know what was my feeling are...
not scare,not panic.. just felt tired and sleepy...
So, i continue to sleep...

When through the process to dreamt,
I smelled something smelly inside my room ..(the smell like death body..)
Once again i awoke to find out what the smelly was...
My heart was start beating 360 per 60 seconds....
(Not sure la, coz not time for me to count my real heart beating was... if have, i never do for that la..)

After that, i leave out my room and get my friends at pantry (1.40am)
I was aksed my friends to check out what the smelly was....
But fail again...( ke lian....)

haizz.....
may be today is not my day gua....

At 4.30am, i heard somebody called me...
i woke up again.....
but nobody there!!!!
Haizz...... (Hen sien)

Attention:For those who has sales 'Gem', please inform me!!!
i want it for see the invisible thingssss.......
(Rikimaru... pls dont hide urself in my room la..... make me suffer jer...)

Friday, July 31, 2009

Money is useless in UUM !!!!

On 31st july, Sime darby(college cafe) closed for whole day. I only take fast foods as my lunch and dinner. Haiz.. even though, i have money in my pocket but still need to take fast food:'maggi' (quite pity). What the hell is going on... the reason they closed cafe is bz of have a trip with their family members nt bz of H1N1 desease. So, i can do my conclusion at here: Malay people wouldnt death even they dont have money because behind of them has a big sponsor will help them !!!!( Malaysia GOVERNMENT)